Why Lazy Day Afternoon? Because this is actually what my life is now. Free of fear, free of paranoid, I can literally be lazy for a bit. My periodic-press-F5 symptom is gone since I got an e-mail on Wednesday morning for an invitation to visit this campus. I maybe exaggerated a bit, but the thoughts of reapplying grad school in Fall 2012, retaking GRE (both general and subject test) later this year, and going back to my home country are temporarily faded away. I can return to my lazy lifestyle that I enjoy thus far - (again,) sitting in 2 graduate classes two days a week without any stress on completing homework assignments or studying for the exams; shooting some hoops during a break between these two classes; watching soccer games in the morning and NBA in the evening, and playing my favorite simulation computer game when I am home. Who else can be lazier than myself? "Man, don't you have to work in your lab or something?" Thanks to the international office at my school, they screwed me from working in this lab that I wanted to work in. By the time that I know I was not allow to work in that lab due to my status (on employment regulations), it was too late to find another lab, work with a new PI, and try to show him/her that I can excel in my field of interested and deserve a recommendation letter from this person.
What can I say? I am an undergraduate, who has not graduated yet; I am not taking any classes at this moment, in this term; I learn better without any stress or maintaining my academic performance. I am aberrant.
ps. it has been a while since I have updated my mental jukebox and therefore, I got this Evanescence self-entitled album and looped it whenever I could, for 3 days.