K, Now I am getting nervous about the whole idea to begin Graduate school in less than three month, my English is really bad and in few moth I will have to do everything in English, I can't see myself setting in a class and talking notes.
I get a great financial aid, what if they will find out that I am not so good as they think, I can not remember anything from my undergrad degree (which I finished a year ago). I have one year to prove myself academically and to get used to they new environment.
What is the worst case? that I will be "thrown" away from the department!!!!