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If you're concerned about the culture of Stanford's English department and how that might impact you, I would reach out to multiple female graduate students. Of course, there's always the possibility that they might not want to talk about it for fear of retaliation or for other personal reasons, but I imagine most will give you at least a general impression. It's also worth mentioning that institutional silence about faculty sexual harassment and assault has as much to do with the power dynamics endemic to the academic workplace (e.g. the shield of tenure, the mentor-mentee structure of faculty-grad student relationships, the faculty exploitation of our affective attachments to our work, the gender disparity between faculty and grad student populations -- I could go on) as it has to do with local departmental culture. This is all to say what most of us already know: academia is still very much masculinist at best, misogynist at worst. Some places are better than others, but it's a problem common across most, if not all, English departments, and not just isolated to a few.

While it's always a good idea to give yourself a head start and to get ahead of things, don't worry about it too much. I had taken 6 years off and hadn't been in school since graduating with a BA in 2010. You'll most likely take an Intro to Grad Studies seminar your first semester/quarter, in which you'll probably be introduced to contemporary approaches to methodology, critical theory, professionalization, and so on. In any case, you'll have the next 7+ years to fulfill your language requirements, research, bone up on theory, and read enough journal articles to make your head spin. So, please enjoy yourself this summer, decompress from the stresses of applying to graduate school. If you're able, take time off to do something fun--travel, backpack, visit family. Binge watch that netflix show you've sacrificed to application season. Whatever. But if you must satisfy the itch to do something grad school-related (beyond the administrative, residency stuff), I recommend reading The Elements of Academic Style: Writing for the Humanities by Eric Hayot. My DGS taught certain chapters of it in our intro seminar. It's indispensable, and it's honest about the professional forms of writing we are expected to master as scholars. Among other things, it also covers techniques on how to develop productive work, writing, and reading habits.

Congratulations, @Wyatt's Terps! Well deserved. You've been a supportive presence here and have helped many people -- including myself -- get through the emotional and logistical hurtles involved in the application process. I'm positive that more acceptances will continue to roll in for you during the next few weeks!

Most programs pay for most if not all expenses related to the visit, including the cost of transportation and hotel. My dept., for example, reimbursed me for the gas I used driving up to Northern California and put me up in a hotel near campus. From talking to the other admits, I know that my dept also comped across-country flights, too. Be aware, though, that public universities in particular may not have the funds to cover all expenses. I don't think you need to buy any books in advance. You're going to have enough to pay for in terms of moving expenses, campus fees (esp. if you're attending a program at a public university), and coursework texts. Besides, once you're paired up with your adviser, you'll get an idea of what texts are important to your field and in what timeframe your adviser expects you to read those texts. My advice would be to avoid trying to anticipate your program's expectations -- just wait till you're there; you'll save a lot of time and energy*. Just think: you're probably going to be there for 7+ years. You'll have plenty of time to do research. Enjoy the time between application submission and your first semester/quarter. I read a bunch of shitty sci-fi and short stories and spent a week backpacking up in the mountains before moving up north to start my program. *I will make one book suggestion, though. Get a copy of Eric Hayot's Elements of Academic Style: Writing for the Humanities published a couple years ago. My DGS used it in our Intro to Grad Studies course, and I found it extremely useful and honest about the professional forms of writing we are expected to master as scholars. Among other things, it also covers techniques on how to develop productive work, writing, and reading habits.

Why not edit your SOP to align more closely with the topic of your longer paper? At this stage, I'd definitely go with the stronger paper and put your efforts into making your SOP fit the strengths of your writing sample. Even though the longer paper may not perfectly illustrate the research interests you set forth in your SOP, it'll still probably increase your chances of getting into a good PhD program better than the paper that needs significant revision. Keep in mind that your ultimate goal is to put together an application that best shows you've got the skills for doctoral work. That might mean deviating a little from the research interests that you really want to pursue for the sake of strengthening your application.

You can email them again. They shouldn't hold last year's aborted attempt against you this time around. Actually I found myself in the same situation this past application cycle. In 2015 I asked for LORs but ended up not following through on my applications due to a sudden job switch and breakup. I didn't even let my professors know I wasn't applying anymore. Not a very professional move there, but that's the way I played it unfortunately. This past season I emailed them again, but this time as a gesture of good faith I gave them drafts of my writing sample and personal statement, transcripts, and any papers I wrote for their class, so that they had something concrete to base their letters on. I also asked if they could give me notes on my writing sample and personal statement, and whether they were available to meet during their office hours to discuss my application and research interests. I think your first email re-asking your professors for LORs should not just be some kind of announcement that you're going to try again this year and that you need their help; it needs to include specific details about what you want them to do for you, drafts for them to help you with, and anything to let them know that you're on top of things this time around. In my experience, professors are most willing to help me when my requests are clearly defined and connected to a larger plan of action.

First of all, I think you're making good time as it is! You've already nearly finished (or at least have already done much of the heavy lifting for) the most challenging part of the application: the writing sample. And, as you have already mentioned, you can only study so much for the GRE to improve a previous score. You've got plenty of time between now and December to drive yourself crazy drafting and redrafting your SOP. I second @rising_star. I had the same experience. I would suggest that you start drafting your SOP as though it were a template for all of your applications. Then, after you've got a firm handle on the structure you want your SOP to take, make the content changes necessary to customize each SOP to a particular program. That way, if you find yourself running out of time, at least you've got that initial template to work with.

As many have said, I don't think reaching out to your POI is necessary for applying to English PhD programs. I didn't. It might be useful though if you have a specific vision of your graduate studies and know exactly who you want to work with. I would focus your efforts first and foremost on revising your writing sample. As soon as I knew I was going to apply this past fall (around August), I sent a first shit draft of my writing sample (a totally revamped old undergrad thesis) to 10 different readers: graduate student friends from my alma mater, writerly, non-academic friends, and a trusted coworker. By sending it to a variety of different readers from different backgrounds, I was hoping to gauge the readability as well as the academic rigor of my language and initial arguments. Sending out your writing sample early also forces you into the revision process right out of the gate and gives you plenty of time to reconsider the approach, scope, and structure of your sample. Perhaps more importantly it also gives you time to process the ego bruising you'll probably receive from your readers' feedback. I think "getting over yourself" is one of the most important steps in the application process. Once you do, you can focus more of your energy on the actual nit-and-grit labor of the writing itself. Shortly after sending out my writing sample, I drafted up a quick and dirty SOP. Before I started writing, I asked a few of my graduate student friends for the SOPs they used to get into their PhD programs in order to get an idea about what a successful SOP looks like. Although I didn't exactly use their examples as templates, I certainly broke down each SOP into their essential components and then rearranged and adapted them for my own purposes. If you can get your hands on a few examples of successful SOPs, I think they will definitely help you frame your own. That being said, the very first draft of my SOP was terrible, really cringeworthy, as one should be. At this point, drafts of my writing sample and SOP complete, I asked my former professors for letters of rec. I didn't, however, just let them know of my intention to apply. I also attached copies of my writing sample, SOP, the best paper I wrote for one of their classes, my transcripts (highlighting which class(es) I took and the grade I received), and the list of schools I intended to apply to. I feel that giving your professors as much material to work with as possible makes it easier for them to write a personalized and unique letter. It also lets them know you're serious and well-prepared. Of course, I also asked for their feedback and for notes on my writing sample and SOP, which they happily provided. If possible, I would also arrange a time to visit them during their office hours to discuss all of your application materials and the list of programs you're interested in. In my case, I also needed to reintroduce myself to one professor who had difficulty remembering who I was as a student (it has been 6 years since I graduated). We ended up chatting for over 2 hours about her research interests, my research interests, and our mutual interest in martial arts training. It was a great way to put a face and personality to a random letter of rec request. I finalized my shortlist of 6 PhD programs sometime in September when I emailed my former professors for letters of rec. I think it should be finished by the time you get around to asking for letters or shortly thereafter, so that your letter writers have a firm idea of how many letters they may have to submit and of what kind of programs you're interested in. I made sure to have my generic SOP draft finished on December 7 and then tailored each SOP version a couple days in advance of submitting my applications. No, it never felt finished, and I agonized over every single detail, but eventually you're going to be up against a deadline that will force your hand. If I had to do it over again, I'd probably have each program-specific SOP version completed by December 7 just to give myself a little more tweaking time. I finished up my writing sample days before I submitted my first round of applications. Not a good idea. I felt terrible about it, and I came away thinking that my sample was the weakest part of my application. I felt doomed, but looking back I realize that involving so many different readers from the get-go and starting my revisions as early as possible strengthened my sample incrementally. Only in hindsight could I see how much stronger and more interesting my writing sample had become since I sent out that first shit draft to those 10 readers. So, yes, begin revising and drafting your writing sample and SOP as early as possible, even if you do a little here and a little there. You'd be surprised how much less stressful this way of working is. I hope this account of my experiences can help you out. Best of luck in the coming application season! Feel free to PM if you have any other questions.

I've also accepted my UC-Davis offer. Pretty excited about their program and about moving on up to NorCal.

Congratulations! That's wonderful!

Congratulations! I'm so glad you got a spot.

I'm probably going to echo better advice here, but I just applied to 6 PhD programs after I graduated with a BA in 2010. During my time off, I worked various office jobs until I finally gave myself the now-or-never ultimatum to apply. I started the process sometime in late June, but I already had early drafts of a writing sample and SOP from previous application seasons (I prepared twice but never submitted). I sent these drafts to a bunch of graduate student friends and to my eventual LOR writers. Over the next few months, they gave me notes on how to improve my work, and I would make revisions and resubmit -- back and forth. I eventually drove down to my old alma mater and met with each LOR writer personally not only to work on my application materials but also to reintroduce myself and to give them a better sense of the kind of person and scholar I had become in the years since I graduated. I can't stress enough the importance of involving your LOR writers as early and as often as possible. This will give your application a sense of direction and some confidence that you're doing things correctly (and that you're not just groping in the dark). Feel free to PM me too if you have any more specific questions, and good luck out there!

Last week I visited CUNY, and it went well! We met with current students and faculty in a informal lunch and coffee setting. The program then put on a panel of students to discuss the logistics of living in New York City on a relatively small stipend, what it's like working and teaching in an unconventional, decentralized campus system, and the relationships they have with other students of their cohort and with their faculty advisors. After the panel and formal presentations ended, the day segued into your classic grad school wine and cheese mixer where you could talk with even more students and faculty. The whole thing lasted about 6 hours, and by the end I was socially exhausted, but I feel like I came away from it pretty well informed. CUNY is a unique and wonderful program. I know not all visiting days are alike and differ from program to program, but for me they're an opportunity to explore the spaces and cultural environment of the department. Many practical questions can be answered either via email or via phone, but you can explore the "feel" of the program only by actually going there and projecting yourself into its spaces of research, teaching, etc. Anyway, I'm "choosing" between UC Davis and CUNY, but it might not be much of a choice if CUNY doesn't offer me a spot off the waitlist. I'll be visiting Davis later this month, and I hope I'll be able to make a commitment shortly thereafter.

When I was writing the early drafts of my SOP, I hadn't decided on a title for my writing sample yet, so I just wrote in the placeholder title "TBD" as I went along describing how my sample related to my research interests. Despite reading over and revising my SOP dozens of times, I failed to notice that I hadn't changed the placeholder title to the actual title until after I submitted my first 4 applications. And those first 4 were my top choices, too... Fortunately I fixed it in time for my last 2 applications, which, coincidentally or not, ended up landing me an acceptance and a waitlist. I applied to my alma mater's PhD program despite warnings from my LOR writers that they rarely admit former undergrads. I received a rejection email 3 weeks later. $100 down the drain. Plus! Shortly after applying, the program coordinator emailed me that they hadn't received my transcripts. I was like, what how? I paid the registrar's outsourced transcript ordering service $25 to send it literally 100 yards to the English department. There's no way they could screw that up. The coordinator said that unless she receives my transcripts in 3 days, they won't consider my application. So I had to take a day off work, drive 2 hours down to my alma mater, buy transcripts from the registrar's office, and then walk them over myself to the English department. Only to be rejected a week later. What a complete waste of time and money. The registrar wouldn't even refund my $25 for the ordering service's mistake.

@ProfLorax. Yes! You're reading my post correctly. I do all the fun things and all the other things important to me on the weekends. It's comforting to know that imposing a 9-5 schedule onto academic work is doable. My anxiety stems in part from a fear that I wouldn't be able to apply the work habits and task management skills I've developed over the years in various office jobs to the more unstructured work schedule and demands of a PhD program. I'm hoping that I'll be able to continue keeping my work separate from my personal life and other ambitions. @DaniB23. Thank you so much for the advice. I'm glad I'm not alone in exiting the "working world" to pursue an academic career. Ever since I got accepted into a program, it's all been a little overwhelming, and I appreciate all the advice and emotional support here on GC. That's a great idea! I've glanced at the descriptions of courses that my program will offer this fall, but I haven't seen any syllabus posted yet. I suppose the professors teaching those courses wouldn't make syllabi available until later this summer. Would it be wise to ask in advance, or just wait until I sign up for courses before the quarter/semester begins? @savay. I'll definitely check out Sinisalo's sci-fi. Thanks for the recommendation!

I'm pretty much reading anything I want and trying to avoid the pressure to throw myself into preparing for the fall. Considering that I'll be reading, writing, teaching full-time for the next 7 years, I want to enjoy my last summer outside of academia. At the moment, I'm binge reading Ursula K. Le Guin and Octavia Butler novels on my Kindle and writing long letters to the friends I'll be leaving soon. I also maybe drink too much and eat a ton of Korean food. I haven't been a student in such a long time that I don't really know what I should be reading or researching. After work -- especially now that I don't have apps to work on -- I usually just make dinner, throw on Netflix, browse the internet, read in bed, and then fall asleep. That's pretty much a day-in-the-life of my weekday schedule. Weekends are a different story. I am a weekend warrior. And this is what's causing me some anxiety: I don't really know how to be student anymore and feel that maybe I really should be taking steps to prepare for academic life. I'd appreciate any advice about what I should be doing the summer before a PhD program, especially from GCers who have also taken long detours into the "working world." Sorry if I'm hijacking this thread!

You're absolutely right. It's so much easier though to grasp at straws and divine answers on grad cafe than to risk coming off as impatient to a DGS or coordinator. I'm being unreasonable. Thank you for pointing that out.

Looking back at the results board from last year, I could find only 1 acceptance off the waitlist at CUNY English. That was early April or so. I was wondering if anybody knew the average number of CUNY waitlisters who get offers and when they typically do.

@sarabethke, PM'd.

I've heard back from every program I applied to except Michigan, but I think I can safely assume that that's a presumed rejection. So that leaves me with an acceptance from UC-Davis and a waitlist at CUNY. I'm not sure if I have a preference yet, but both present strong fits for my research interests and both are fantastic programs. We'll see how I feel after visiting day. But as it stands now, both programs appeal to me in different ways. In the short term, UC-Davis might be a better choice because it'd be easier to transition and to re-acclimate to academic work. I've been out of the game for 6 years, and I know I'll go through an adjustment period. Since Davis is a small cowtown and still in my home state of California, it'd be easier (and cheaper) to live there. I could focus on my studies without having to worry as much about finding affordable housing, getting used to a different climate, and getting along in a super dense city on the other side of the country. I also have family in the Bay Area. CUNY, however, may be better for me in the medium and long run. It's higher ranked and has a better placement record. I'll also have the opportunity to access resources and take classes (I think) at NYU and Columbia through their consortium agreement. Generally speaking, CUNY may be better for my future academic career, even if I have to make more personal and social sacrifices to live and study in New York City. I'm worried, though, that if I truly struggle to adjust to the brutal winters, the cost of living, and the crush of the city itself during the first couple years, I could end up jeopordizing my good standing with the program and drop out. So there's my conundrum. Of course, CUNY would actually have to offer me a spot before any of these considerations would matter. Now it's a waiting game to see if I have to make a choice at all.

In terms of cost and quality of life, the Valley varies as much as Central LA does, and it depends on what part of the Valley you're looking at. The most affordable neighborhoods are probably Canoga Park, Van Nuys, and North Hollywood. Among them, I'd suggest NoHo because you'd still have access to the Metro into downtown and other parts of Central LA. That being said, if you can swing it, I'd avoid the Valley. You can find cheaper neighborhoods to live in, and honestly the Valley isn't a terribly interesting place. I have friends who regretted moving to the Valley because they came to feel cut off and isolated.* After all, an entire mountain range separates the Valley from the rest of the city, and the horrible traffic on freeways to the Westside and other parts of Central LA will sometimes dissuade you from wanting to go out. The 405, the main Valley-Westside artery, is particularly notorious. Culver City and Palms on the Westside are good options, but over the past 5 years rents have skyrocketed as the tech industry has developed in the neighborhood. Historically, many UCLA grad students lived in charming mid-century dingbat apartment buildings in Palms, but they're being pushed out by techie transplants. Pacific Palisades is one of the wealthier neighborhoods on the Westside, and I'd be surprised if you could find affordable apartment housing there. In any case, the shops and stores cater to the wealth in the area and would probably be unfriendly (in terms of price) to students. I'd recommend you check out the Mid-City, Koreatown, and West Adams neighborhoods. They're in Central LA and not too far from the Westside. They have lots of studios, 1-beds, and 2-beds in their housing stock. And they're still affordable. Although we'll see how long that lasts. I'm an LA native, so if you have any questions about the city, the cost of living, or housing, feel free to PM me. I'd be happy to give you more information. *Full disclosure: I was born in the Valley, did not enjoy growing up there, and probably have a bias.

Thank you! 15 programs? You're gonna see your fair share as well. Congrats on Texas A&M!

Hahah, you can find silver lining in everything if you look hard enough (maybe bullshit but yeah)! If you're experiencing major application burnout, you might seriously consider working and trying again in a year or 3. I finally got around to applying this season after 6 years of working office jobs and saving. After I got my BA in 2010, I was pretty jaded, and I don't regret taking time off to invest myself into other pursuits and ambitions. I just didn't expect it to be 6 years. Maybe don't wait that long if you decide to take a break.

Thank you! I would have been extremely happy if Davis ended up my only option. Technically I'm still waiting on Michigan to get back to me, but considering all the acceptances and waitlists already up on the board, Michigan is probably a rejection. So, I have one and a half choices. Between the two -- Davis and CUNY -- Davis has the edge, but only because I'm more familiar with the UC system, the campus, the state, etc. I have a close friend already at the university, and I have family in the Bay Area. Overall, it would be an easier transition back into academic life after 6 years off. CUNY is more mysterious to me and higher ranked (if that's as significant as people say it is), but that's all the more reason to visit and ask questions. So, yes! I'm planning on attending if only to have a basis for comparison for when I go visit Davis later in March. I hope you do decide to go, but I totally understand. I'm already dreading the moving cost to Davis -- let alone to NYC. Good luck though! I hope you find out about more programs sooner rather than later.