I got rejected via email from UNC Chapel Hill (for a ph.d in Cultural Anthropology) and University of New Mexico (ph.d in Cultural Anthropology). Both today. Within a couple of hours, actually.
I cried to the point of giving myself a headache. This is the second round of ph.d rejections I've gone through (the first was in 2008: I ended up going to a fully-funded Masters program in Museum Administration instead). But, at least then, I could blame beginner's bad luck. I don't know what I did wrong this time around. I could list my credentials here, but I have a feeling that would make me sound self-righteous. All I need say is, I had the credentials, researched schools and professors, and made a point to only apply to programs where I could speak to the professors before I applied and they would show an active interest in me.
I feel like garbage, I followed all of the rules and suggestions by professors, researchers, and doctoral graduate students I knew. They all told me I had a shot, and now I feel like I let everyone down. I don't know if I'm going to ever apply again. I think it's a sign that I'm too stupid to earn a ph.d.
I am still waiting to hear back from University of Montana and William and Mary (both ph.d programs in, yes, you guessed it, Cultural Anthropology). But I am not looking up, even if one of them sent me a TA application. I figure I would have been interviewed now.