Thank you all for replying!
I guess I have to face the reality that GRE matters, and the only thing I could do is to get the best score possible.
Also, thank you fuzzylogician. It's nice to know that someone understands that I worry so much.
I guess I am nervous because I have the test next week, so it really helps.
VioletAyame and spunky, congratulations on your admission! If you don't mind, I would like to know your verbal scores and how you got it. I have enrolled in Magoosh and I am doing a heck load of reading. I guess I have to start doing vocab like crazy..
Another thing, spunky, how did you get the "absolute confidence" to say that they look at the score in exactly the same way as they do for native speakers?