Oh dear lord. After a Columbia rejection yesterday, I went to my CUNY application and saw that it was still listed as "incomplete," even after I emailed them about it months ago and corrected what I was missing. This began a slow decent into madness as I wondered if I missed something else, and if I'd lose any chance to stay in New York, and if CUNY wouldn't accept me, what if no one would accept me, and oh my god I don't really have a Plan B besides "bum around till I starve or something." Then today a whole bunch of junk emails from CUNY made my eye twitch as I kept refreshing and refreshing.
Then I got the CUNY acceptance email.
My poor little heart, it is to burst.
(I have been ghosting this forum way more than is healthy but haven't posted much. Hi.)