Hi everyone,
I wanted to get your opinion on my situation, so that I can be realistic about my changes at acceptance.
I graduated in May with an MA in medieval history from an okay school in Texas. It was not a great experience, and it ended up taking me four years to finish the degree. I know what you're thinking -- jeez, that's a pretty long time for an MA -- and I totally agree, which is why I'm worried.
I spent the first 2.5 years in a very difficult advisor/student relationship. Essentially, my advisor told me how stupid I was on a daily basis, with the goal of "thickening my skin". Ok. Fine. I will say that I learned an extraordinary amount from this professor, and all of my research was based on Latin primary sources still in their original written manuscript form. This amounted to between 100-150 documents that I ended up transcribing and translating for my thesis, and I ended up publishing an article on my findings.
I am certain that I would have completed my MA at the end of that third year, however at the beginning of the spring semester, my father suffered a catastrophic illness, lingered for six months, and then passed away that summer. I managed to keep up with my teaching and my class work, but I was also spending alot of time overseeing my dad's care (I went to school in the same city where he was hospitalized). I really wasn't able to focus on my thesis at all during this point, and, taking the advice of some other professors, I made the decision fairly early on that I would need at least another semester to complete the thesis. Meanwhile, my then-advisor sent me an email the day after my father's passing that detailed how he felt that I would never complete a thesis, let alone a dissertation, and that I should just give up. I sought the advice of several other professors, some medievalists, some not -- all of whom were aghast -- and all of whom advised me to change my advising situation as soon as I could.
I changed my advisor as soon as I was able, but the unfortunate side effect was that as my new advisor was on sabbatical for the fall semester, leaving me unable to defend until the spring. Ultimately, my thesis was 300 pages, based entirely on primary sources that had not been referenced previously by other historians in the field. I passed my thesis defense with distinction, and graduated this past May.
My new advisor, thesis committee, and department chair have all encouraged me to apply to doctoral programs, but I am deeply concerned that my experiences in my MA program will be enough to keep me out of any program at all.
Some stats, just for the purposes of fleshing out my credentials (such as they are):
GRE: 168V/154Q/5.5A
GPA: 3.96 (MA) 3.64 (BA)
Publications: 1
What are your thoughts? I feel like the best thing to do is be totally transparent about this, but i also really don't want to badmouth my former professor. I liked him very much as a person, and I don't feel it would be right. I also don't want to be thought of as a troublemaker.
Any advice would be appreciated.
Thank you,