Hello all,
I was in a PhD program 5 years ago for physical chemistry. Although I did at least fair in all my classes, spent lots of time working in the lab, and passed the cumes, I developed a very severe mental illness which forced me to leave the program. In what I feel is discrimination, my then advisor has sworn she will not help me get into another school. I applied to five programs last year and didn't get into a single one. I am considering hiring a consulting service, but these services are ridiculously expensive! Does anyone have any experience with these, are they worth it?