Finally got my letter.
Doctoral fellowship, B category, 13.4!
I'm in england, so that's the best I could hope for. I'm so hugely relieved... last year didn't even make it past the first round, and due to the short length of PhDs in the UK this was the last year I could apply. Beyond stoked.
To those who didn't get it first try, as others have said: try and try again. Even statistically, the first year/pre-first year apps have such a low chance of getting it and this increases a bit every year, in addition to more awards/pubs/clearer research plan.
This forum's been so helpful in tracking where everything's at, I'll be a bit sad to stop obsessively checking this thread!