I just finished my first ever mid term in grad school today, and it counts for 25% of the grade. I'm confident of failing.. it's relative grading, and I'm pretty sure I ll get the lowest in the class.. The paper was pretty easy but ugh.. I messed up on even the straight-forward questions, and just BS my way through it..Half the questions I skipped through without answering them..
It's not like I didnt study. I studied my ass off and it is a subject that I really really love.. everyone did extremely well..
I'm like, Did I make a mistake even coming here for Grad School? I feel like such an impostor.. And I feel worse that I'm disappointing my parents who ve sent me to Grad School abroad with all their life savings..
I feel terrible, and don't know what to do, and why this happened, and I'm hating myself that I'm gonna get a worse grade because I screwed up such an easy exam..
Someone help me, I just wanted to rant and didn't know how to deal with this.. the guilt, pain and anxiety of waiting for the results and the humiliation to be over is just eating me up ..
