A little bit of background on me first----I'm 38, returning to grad school next Fall. I was attending an online school and finished about 12 hours (with, but I want to transfer to a local school to work on my PhD. I never had to take the GRE and this new school will not waive the GRE requirement (despite my grad GPA thus far and my work experience). It's been 17 years since I finished my undergrad. I took a practice test and realized I need major help in all areas (specifically math and vocab issues). I reviewed the boards for resource suggestions and for the past several weeks I've been reviewing several books (ETS, Kaplan, Manhattan, Gruber(sp?)) and watched all of the Magoosh videos. I still have 8 weeks until the test but it just seems like the material is not soaking in or "sticking" for some reason. As an example, I'd watch a section of Magoosh videos, read through a couple books on that same topic then try the example questions on Magoosh and totally bomb it. I'll understand the particular topic during the lecture or reading it in the book but when it comes to actually applying it to a question, or reading a question and realizing I need to do this and this to solve it, I'm bombing that part.
I'm getting SOOOOO frustrated!! I'm not sure what to do at this point. Do I just keep chugging along? I have most of my notes from several book consolidated together on the math and I have tons of vocab notecards but I just feel so overwhelmed, confused, upset, stupid, nervous etc. I contemplated taking a Kaplan online course and I also saw a suggestion about using mygretutor.com? Should I take those routes? Something else? Keep doing what I'm doing and keep the faith?? HELP!!!