The donkey cart arrived with bad news.
Second time applying, second time shortlisted, second time without an award. Here are my stats at time of application.
1 peer-reviewed publication
2 invited/in-progress articles
1 conference
2 grad conferences
3.95 GPA (my undergrad was very bad, but my MA was much better)
Multiple TAships
I am fairly positive my reference letters were excellent. I did not read these but I did read others that they wrote for different things.
I do not know my rank in the department or university.
Conference organizer
Editor-in-Chief of the department's peer-reviewed journal
My score this year is 14.5/30. Last year it was 15.something/30. This year's application was refined and clear and I had multiple readers and editors. Funny it scored less.
My project is not an area that anyone knows about. I am the only one doing it in North American, and there are only a few scholars in the world that even know my area. Although the SSHRC people don't know it, I am actually one of the experts in this extremely small, obscure, specialty.
Anyway, I will try again. Since the original application I was offered a teaching position next year, invited to write another article for a peer-reviewed journal (a special edition on my area of expertise), and am presenting at two major peer-reviewed conferences in my field. So, at least, it wouldn't be lack of experience.
Totally bummed. I do have internal funding for another 2 years. Not much, but it'll do.
Good luck everyone!