I know exactly what you mean! I have been waiting as well, and I literally get nervous opening my emails lol. Don't feel bad about the rejections! Every program admits very few applicants (usually only 1-4 students each year ). I have applied to 9 AAAS programs, have been admitted to 1, rejected from 5, and still waiting to hear from 3! I'm wishing the best for everyone, and I hope we all make it into a program with funding!!