Thanks @rhombusbombus !
Thank you @gingin6789 !
Tea and cookies sound great, I had one yoghurt today (it is 5.30pm). Not really much appetite and motivation to prepare food.
Hmm it is just that I really don't know how competitive I am... At least my boss at work is sure that I'll be accepted and my grandma said if I get an interview they'll take me for sure, haha.
You actually kinda calmed me down. I wonder how adcoms work stuff like that out, send alphabetically, or the ones with the best (or most desperate?) PS first? I don't think there is any use in mailing and annoying the course director. Interviews are on 11th and 12th of February, so I hope I'll get an answer next week, since I'd have to book a flight...
Congrats on your invite and interview!
The program is really amazing... but at least I have a future if I get rejected too, I just continue with medschool and be a doctor in 3.5 years instead of 4.5 (6y medschool in my country)... so some upside?
I've loved her for 10years... sigh... well off to win the Nobel prize and invite her there (she did say yes to that idea so...) I guess if the one and only does not love you back the only thing you can do is wish her a happy life and be there in case she ever needs anything.
No wine thanks, I don't drink. Just tea and tears and waiting. Life is so much fun!