Italylove

Thank you all, honestly being apart of this forum makes it a lot easier to take in by having the ability to talk people going through the same experience. While I am deeply saddened, I'm definitely not discouraged and will be applying again next year. I agree, it's the worst when you've been imagining all of the possibilities if you were to win, only to have them not become reality. My fingers are crossed that you are chosen this year, and best of luck to all who are still waiting around for that fateful email <3

Same here :/ super bummed about it, but I guess there really isn't much that anyone can do. Which fellowship did you apply for? I was notified that I am an alternate for the MPA at SDA Bocconi. An alternate status feels almost worse than NS, because now I feel like there still might be some hope rather than accepting that I haven't won. But it's okay, the world still turns and I'm still breathing, my heart just hurts a little