Storksle

I am in the same boat.HM with E/E. E/E, E/VG. SO CLOSE!!!! I have heard rumors about this but can't find if it is true at all - if people decline the fellowship, do the top HMs get later offers or do these awards just go away? Not holding out hope really, but I am kind of disappointed that people who were awarded seem to have lower reviews than mine. Levi