It is a fickle process -- I applied one year and was rejected everywhere except one place that wait-listed me and ultimately did not have a spot; this year, I was accepted at one our of four places that I applied; they offered some scholarship funding, but I will have to borrow a chunk, which really worries me, especially since I am not that young. It's a very good school, but still .... I feel like if I wait and try again, I might not get any acceptances; I applied this year with the best work I had ever done. I don't know what to do.