hey everyone! Another newbie with a whole bunch of grad school worries.
I'm looking to apply to PhD programs in social/personality psychology for Fall 2019. I applied last year resulting in one acceptance that I ended up turning down (I got a job in public health research early in 2018, and decided I wanted to stay for a while rather than packing up and moving across the country), and had fairly lackluster applications due to pretty severe mental health problems-- little contact with potential advisors, rushed the process, etc.
This time around I'm really ready to produce the best applications possible. I have three letter writers (including two research advisors and a former supervisor I performed data collection/prelim analysis for) who are willing to submit letters for me this year, graduated with honors (3.96 major gpa), have two publications with a third in the works (and hopefully a fourth at my current job if my proposal goes well) and have worked in various labs during undergrad-- and I'm currently working for a research organization studying opiate addiction. I have strong SOPs from last year that I plan to rework to include the most recent research experience I've received and how that's changed my research interests.
My only real sticking point in my app is my GRE scores- 148Q, 163V, 5.5 analytical writing (yeah, I know. Huge difference between those... thanks to dyscalculia). I took the GRE once before and managed only a 1 point increase in my Q score after studying for months. I wonder if it's even worth it to retake it again just for that Q score, which may not even increase more than a point or two? I've heard mixed opinions on how much of an influence it will have on my application, as long as I make sure every other aspect of it is strong.
If the rest of my application is strong, is putting in the time and effort to retake the GRE worth it? I know I could take the time spent studying and use it to contact potential advisors, make connections, and strengthen my SOP, but on the other hand, that's a low Q score (I had been shooting for at least 155... but I doubt that's possible for me personally). I'm not able to take a GRE prep course for financial/time-related reasons, either, which was an option I considered shortly after taking the test.
Basically I'm a bundle of anxiety about the whole process and I'd love to hear any insight!
thanks!