I didn’t get the fellowship I’m really sad because the professor whose lab I wanted to join at one school that I could really see myself at isn’t recruiting students next year and I was hoping that he might have been willing to take me if I got the fellowship. Now my grad school decision became that much harder. I so wish that this person was recruiting...
I guess I have to tell my lab mates that helped me with my application too, I so wanted to tell them that I had been successful...