speaking of doomer vibes...
is anyone else just feeling straight dread after receiving an acceptance? I have an offer from a top 30 program (according to US News) but near the bottom of the top 30. (are these stats real?) I applied because there are many professors that I would be happy to work with and it's a great seeming program in the city I already live in. But does that translate to the job market? And not even the academic job market but any specialized history related job that requires a doctorate?
It's always been my dream to immerse myself in the academic and social world of a Phd program, and really dive into research and build my own scholarly perspective, but at this point it feels like its potentially at a massive cost to other aspects of my life and future. Is there a point where I should accept that the dread is maybe better intuition than my previous hopes and plans. I'm just wondering what everyone else is thinking..