I also get really anxious. I actually just read my statement again right now ha ha. it doesnt help knowing that there are some things i wish i could change. I only applied to one uni for phd sociology, that being Brown. I am from europe and didnt get to look into too many american unis. I only got to explore brown and get insight on the department at brown. I am quite stressed! the uncertainty is so scary. Also with me it is quite a huge decision as i would also be moving countries. so i wait in anticipation of good results, but potential rejection too. gosh 😞