I'm so sorry about this. I was rejected last year and it sucked. As I look back, it was 100% for the best. I realized it wouldn't have been a great fit, and I actually changed directions into something that was a much better fit for me, but that wouldn't have happened if I was accepted. One thing that I did that was helpful (which you don't have space to do if you're accepted) is I spent time asking myself what I deeply want, rather than what I think I should want or what formal programs offer. I wrote all of that out, even if it didn't make sense. Don't give up hope, keep moving forward, even if you don't know yet what the future would concretely look like.