I am also the first alternate, which almost feels worse because the hope is so high but no confirmation... and Winterthur is a fantastic program!!! Being so close but not knowing certainly takes a toll. Fingers so crossed for you. 😕 I know how you feel.
I am feeling so so so out of whack. The caged animal description is accurate. I am waitlisted for USC which is my top choice, and it stressing me out sooooooo much.
My USC interview was scheduled on the 31st, but I have a flight for a research trip, so it will have to be rescheduled to the 30th, with Massari was really nice about.