I'm a little anxious but I have been able to accept what may or may not happen regarding Brown. The wait was actually well needed and good preparation for future writing related uncertainty. I am okay.
First time poster - despite the rejections, the angst, all the stress, I think this is sort of beautiful and honorable for us all to collectively be fighting for spots to make the world more aware, more conscious, more interesting, and more unique. Cheers to us.