I must admit, I'm bugging out a little bit. I held it together pretty well until Friday. My rejection from HDS was disheartening (although, it seems as though they like to take people who do not already have a Masters in something, which is their prerogative).
If I get rejected from YDS, then I will have to stay where I currently am (I don't want to give details. Let's just say my situation right now is less-than-awesome for my mental health). Contingency would probably break my spirit beyond easy repair.
The clincher? I'm visiting my friends at YDS next week. I leave here on Wednesday, and I am considering not opening my decision letter until I am with them (for support, no matter what the decision is). Is this madness?