I've wanted to get a PhD in history ever since I was 12. This may be a sign that I am not sane. (Then again, after lurking on here for quite a while, that would put a whole slew of us in the same category.)
I'm graduating in May 2011 with a BA in history from a top 30 public university. I'm really confident about my personal recommendations and my writing sample. The statement of purpose doesn't scare me. I can make it compelling. I've wanted this for a long time. Seriously, though, I'm really worried that my GPA and my academic history will close a few doors in my face.
Academic history: Did one year of a program at a well-ranked school in the United Kingdom. I got pretty good grades; this was the first year of an honors history program. For financial reasons, I transferred to a public university in my state after one year. I also took three classes at a community college to save money and fulfill three gen-ed requirements. I haven't taken the GREs yet but I'm basically devoting the entire month of May to this endeavor. Gotta kick some math ass, y'know?
GPA: cGPA upon graduation is going to be a 3.769. My GPA within my history major is going to be 3.933.
Interests: The history of ideas/intellectual history. The Progressive Era in the United States. The place of the US within the world -- how American history fits into the big picture when considering the world and other important ideas (I love mixing it up and finding US influence in other countries and vice versa). Also totally random: resistance to fascist and totalitarian movements.
Goal: PhD in US history. Considering an MA enroute to the PhD if I can't get into a desirable PhD program. The MA would hopefully be a one year MA. I'm toying with the idea of going in the UK for the MA program.
Potential list of schools (for Fall 2012 admission):
- University of Wisconsin-Madison (A girl can dream.)
- Brandeis
- Columbia
- Northwestern (Probably my top choice. Love the program; love the professors; 2 of my 3 main referees have Northwestern PhDs and are quite adamant about me applying)
- CUNY Graduate Center
- UC-Irvine
- NYU
Masters:
- Oxford
- St. Andrews
- Warwick
- Durham
- Cambridge
Now, I'm not sure if you guys can relate -- but when I took a long hard look at that 3.769 and then looked at the transfers on my academic record, I just felt like a bunch of doors were potentially slammed in my face. I don't know if that's stupid or unreasonable, but maybe you guys have felt that before. I also get anxiety when I look at more than two schools per day. That also probably sounds really weird. I want this so bad, but the whole process of researching schools and applying is seriously giving me anxiety and upsetting me.
During my year off, I'm hoping to further clean up my senior paper and get it published. I'm also hoping to get some more experience within history -- not sure how that is going to happen, but I'm asking around about some internships and the like.
If anybody has any opinions, I would greatly appreciate them (honesty is awesome.) Are there programs that I should scratch off my potential list? Are there programs that you think I should definitely consider? My list is not at all comprehensive, as it's quite late and I'm currently procrastinating (avoiding my physics homework... yay for gen-eds...).
(After reading through this post I'm pretty sure that what I just threw out there is 1/3 stream of consciousness, 1/3 mumbo jumbo, and 1/3 everything else.)