I am starting to feel these 5 stages the longer CUNY takes to reply to me...I am starting to regret letting my break up hurt my GPA and how I struggled so hard to even keep a 3.0 and if a 3.0 is not going to be good enough to get into my first choice program and how my not studying at all for GRE and still having an acceptable score may not help me or hurt me but had i just been able to pull myself together emotionally after the break up I could have studied harder and maybe the GRE could have made up for the 3.0 GPA and how one relationship could ruin all my doctoral program happiness of being placed in the one program that i really want i will find out my fate this week...the uncertainty while not unbearable is still nevertheless affecting my overall quality of life...