so no NYU then... i think i was completely off my rocker when i decided which schools to apply to. i must have a very high opinion of myself. i hope it won't destroy me in the end. in the meantime, time drips by- barely. this is absolutely horrible. i tried to tell myself, this morning, that it was my decision to freak out and get anxious and that i wasn't going to anymore, but i have now decided that i have no choice. actually, it's the same battle every day. one rejection so far, one probable rejection, still waiting on 10 of the best schools in the world. shit.