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Right after graduation this year, I went home to visit family before I moved for my new job. It was during this short visit that my brother committed suicide, and I found him in his room. I've since moved, as planned, for my new job, but I am unhappy and upset. I want to be with my family. Unfortunately, there aren't any related (lab) jobs that I can find where my family lives. Moreover, there isn't even a university where I could take a few classes. (Though there is one an hour away)... I want to leave, and go home, but I also don't want to make a decision that will badly influence my grad school applications later. Does anyone have advice?