Thanks zabius. You are 100% right, I'm just scared to do what you recommend, basically. Like I said, its a small department and I'm insecure to begin with since I feel extremely isolated here. I need to stop being chickensh*t and just tell my advisor. I never thought that maybe the faculty will be understanding about my situation, I'll try to convince myself of that possibility. I take it from your response that you think it's a good idea to let them know I'll be transferring, instead of just saying I'm leaving the department. I guess it would be hard to lie when they ask me why I'm leaving. Anyway, thanks again!