G/VG, G/G, E/E- Not recommended.
I am pretty disappointed. I honestly though I had a stronger application. 2/3 reviewers were hung up on the fact that I don't have any publications or presentations. I am not currently a student, and while the research I am helping to conduct is resulting in publications, I have had no opportunities to be a part of that process. I'm pretty sure one reviewer didn't reach much of my application, given that for the "broader impacts" section they just spat out (with many grammar errors) one of my many research experiences, not even the focal experience.
Now I am forced with the reality that I simply cannot afford to attend graduate school. I live in and was planning to attend school and conduct research in an area with one of the highest costs of living in the lower 48 (can't really move elsewhere due to the nature of the research), and I make peanuts and barely scrape by as it is. Reduce my employment to part-time, take away health benefits, and add a 100-mile roundtrip commute between my university and my place of employment/research, and I'll be drowning in debt. And with the field I am in (wildlife biology), I am unlikely to ever make enough money to pay off that debt in the near future. Sigh.
Is anyone else in the same boat and feeling completely discouraged?
Congratulations, of course, to all of those who received an award or an honorable mention.