Hi Kev,
Thanks for your suggestions and being honest!
I wonder if you have checked out my paintings in the Est-quod-est series
and http://huili.portfoliobox.me/s ?
I do have solid studio practice in art classes, like color theory, anatomy, perspective, composition, etc. and I was quite traditional before. The front-page may not be easy to accept., since I gave up common color and composition practice intentionally in the "happily-ever-after" series, and took a rather expressive approach instead. The color and style is a bit like "neo-neo-expressionism" and there are differences too. Probably need to make the change obvious enough for most people to notice?
Finally, to answer your question, my only dream since childhood is to be an artist.. very-complicated and long story...