Hi,
I'm more than a year into the dissertation component of my humanities doctoral program. I was fortunate to be admitted to a prestigious program and have been able to pursue different interests and work with top scholars. However, after several years, I have little to show for my work. My experiences with exams, seminars, and grant-writing has been edifying and I've appreciated the help my advisers have provided. Yet I have not achieved anything tangible, I've become accustomed to working without any positive feedback, and I have no illusions that I will be able to continue in my field after completing the PhD due to my lack of achievement and progress. In the first years of the program, I committed myself to continuing to work despite my unhappiness and poor performance because I had funding and knew that many students struggle. However, most if not all of my peers have since found their footing, have professional accomplishments and comfortable relationships with their advisers, and I feel if anything less confident and more discouraged than when I entered my program. I've additionally found socializing to make me feel worse, as my friends and family often express confusion over why the program is taking so long or why I have nothing to show them. I've made efforts to talk to counselors on campus, get regular exercise, etc. to stave off depressive feelings, but I wonder how much effort should be dedicating to ameliorating what is supposed to be a rewarding, fulfilling experience. At this point, I face dim career prospects, perform quite poorly, and (partly as a result) find little joy in my work.
I'm wondering what others think about how I should move forward - whether I should try to wrap up quickly, or just cut my losses, or pursue an alternative that I'm overlooking.