plasticities

I am already obsessing over the "silent rejections," or whatever you want to call them, where they just update your status on the website. I check all of my applications daily! It's awful. When I applied for my MM, I think I was too naive to know what a big deal the applications were. It was just a "hey, I should do musicology." Now I'm just thinking "I NEED TO DO THIS" so I'm 10000x more nervous. So yeah, not really getting any work done on my thesis because I'm being neurotic about rejections.