Ok, so I am asking for honest advice, but not brutal advice (stay away trolls).
This application season was a disaster for me and I'm looking for insight as to why.
Disaster = rejected by everyone.
Briefly, my stats:
4.00 GPA - Master's program (in Public Affairs)
3.85 GPA overall, 3.78 GPA major - Undergrad (BA in Liberal Studies), including student of the year for my department
3 strong letters (1 that was glowing); 1 from my master's advisor and paper committee chair (who is now a dean at a Big10 university, and my master's program is nationally ranked top 20); 1 from undergrad advisor; 1 from undergrad prof.
Writing sample was original research I did for my Master's program, 7 month qualitiative-study using grounded theory/ethnographic methodology.
GRE scores were mixed bag (from awesome to dismal): Verbal 164; Analytical Writing: 4.5; Quantitative 145
I get test anxiety pretty bad when it comes to math; I got a 4.0 in all my required quantitative courses for my masters degree, but I bomb tests (as evidenced by my GRE quantitative score). It's so bad that I've even been advised that re-taking the GRE will probably result in only a few points increase at most and is probably not worth it. I don't understand why I can do the analysis in class, but not on standardized tests.
I met with the professor I want to work with and specifically chose the university I applied to based on those conversations. The conversations were postive and I was encouraged to apply. The professors listed in my application are interdisciplinary and do similar research to what I have done and want to do in future.
In my applications I stated my career focus is on Environmental Sociology, sociologies of trauma, and linking feminist theory to that research. Again, choosing professors, sociology department and fellowship that have a demonstrated track record with these areas.
I have not taken an undergrad or graduate level sociology course, but so much of my coursework was either influenced by sociology or had clear overlap; i.e. quantitative analysis in public affiars is not that different than quantitative analysis in sociology. same with ethnography; focus group research, etc. etc.
Since 2010, I've worked in higher education in a variety of roles including, adjunct faculty, adviser, administrator, and professional staff.
I would like to apply again next year, but I am getting no feedback and stonewalled on what I am doing wrong. Is sociology not for me? More importantly, is a PhD not for me?