I am asking to see if anyone has any suggestions for me, as I rejected a PhD offer due to personal reasons, then got in touch with the admissions committee to make it clear I was still interested. I haven't been able to get much information since. I would like to reapply, but now I am worried the adcom would have soured on me. Anyways, please offer your help if you have any advice to give, but, as I know it wasn't the most prudent decision maybe, please refrain from calling me a terribly stupid person or whatever.
Thanks,
Mbop