olive81

This is excruciating. I have been trying to tell my self for months that it doesn't matter and that I probably won't get it (better to be surprised than disappointed). But now, I JUST WANT TO KNOW!!! It's funny, my friend got this last year and told me that I should NOT start reading this forum because I would just go crazy. She was right. I guess that is why she got a GRFP last year.

Would they really tell your department first?