Only remote option I have for a PhD this year is at UIUC. I'm on the waitlist, but am going to inquire about my position. I don't have much hope because I was waitlisted there 2 years ago and did not get in, but I can't stop myself from wanting it (mainly because I did an MA with the point of doing a PhD, and I feel like I wasted two years of my life). I have other options, I've gotten into a law program with full tuition, and I should be grateful, but I really really want to go here