Thanks for this, @theservantwaits. Yeah, it's damn hard and taking me unbelievably long! My deadlines are also April 15th. I was actually visiting one of the schools this week but canceled my flights since, as you said, it didn't make sense to visit them in this situation. For the past few weeks, I had Skype/phone conversations with both schools. Have you also talked to your advisor or theatre colleagues in your previous program? That helped me a bit, although I am still thinking... lol