Whoops rewriting because I forgot to quote
So far I have not heard a thing from any schools
The last I heard was that a professor is going to speak to the admissions committee about my application "soon" (which is an ivy league and making everything worse), another professor was going to tell admissions to make note of my application, and that I was one of two students asked to apply under a professor.
Yes all of this sounds great, but honestly the pressure of all of this (and I posted about it in case schools were watching) is too much, if I don't get in after all that, that is just going to be so horrible.... I have known I really need to go to grad school since at least high school.