richlatheresq

Hi everyone, Wrapping up my second semester in a 2-year MA program (terminal, fully funded), and it looks like I could end the semester with 1 or 2 A minuses, or potentially (but likely/hopefully not) a single B+. Just wondering how big of a deal this is. I know that anything less than an A is generally considered to be less than optimal at the grad level My first semester in the program went well (4.0 — did a decent seminar paper that I hope to revise this summer) but the second semester has been significantly harder, and I ended up struggling through 2/3 of my seminars papers. Grades aren’t back yet, but (again) I expect 1-2 A minuses and an A, which is fine I guess, but certainly not fantastic. 1 or those A minuses could turn to a B+, but probably not. We’ll see There are all sorts of mitigating factors that could explain why I’m not doing as well this semester, but I think it basically boils down to poor time management on my part. I’ve just felt burnt out and unmotivated for the last few months, and have let myself off the hook a little bit with some stuff. I could be doing better, but I don’t really feel motivated to do so, and that seems like a serious problem Obviously, I‘ll wait and see what the grades actually are before I make any decisions, but I’ve absolutely hated this semester and can tell that I’m doing less than exemplary work, which makes me wonder about whether or not I should consider moving on to a PhD after the MA is complete (which was my goal when I first entered the program). Even if I escape this semester with a 4.0 — which is possible, but at this point not likely — I’m still going to be feel defeated and burnt out, and really the thought of doing this for 6-7 more years make me want to quit immediately. that said, I’m not paying for the degree, and am getting a pretty solid stipend, so I’m not * actually * looking to quit before the start of my second year. Just wondering, basically, how to interpret these grades (how bad is a B+, really? A-?) and am curious to know whether or not this feeling of doom and gloom is normal for first year students. The program has been fully online all year and has involved a lot of (truly, deeply unpleasant) online teaching, which has contributed to my negative experience this semester, but I’m not really sure how much of this is going to change when we go back to in-person next fall Also: I am well aware of the dismal job market for PhDs, so no one has any bubble bursting to accomplish there. I know that the possibility of getting into a phd program and then landing a job is unlikely, which, yeah, makes me wonder whether or not it’s worth it given that I already feel slightly washed up. Pretty bummed about this in general am on a phone, so apologies for typos or weird formatting. tia for any replies