Thanks for sharing! I just read all of your post since 2023 and I feel more than anxious than before because I just know someone is doing this .. effort for so long like me. My first round was back in the day for 2020fall entry and that was a big failure. Iām also waiting for my 25fall result although I have been losing hope for months.. I am quite sensitive to the professorsā reactions when itās getting to the deadline, although I know they may be just too busy to reply to my updates after the winter break. I have been preparing for this round of application since 2023 so I feel you. Big hug. Itās such a hardship that we must get through and we will get through.
And I realise you have made a very big change on your school choices. Guess youāre making big progress and growth as well; back in the days in 2020 I thought I couldnāt do an MFA in my whole life but I am picking up this shit again and again..hard to describe