hopefully23

yeah, i got rejected already, its been about a week or two now. i would feel comfortable asking for an update since theres been a handful of results already! for my own shit though, seeing that one result from university of washington in the forum has got me QUAKING. fingers crossed ill wake up to news! hopefully good news!

feeling that. at this point i just want the luxury of getting to choose where i go, not just end up at my safety. (god do i know im lucky to have an acceptance at this stage! and yet i want more...)

also haven't heard back from tufts - im still holding out hope tho ? i feel like my inbox has been unsettlingly quiet. stony brook, tufts, uic (?), have all had people posting here but still no contact for me. i was feeling that with notre dame's hps program but they axed me a few days ago. im waitlisted at my top choice and accepted at my safety so im in a relatively safe position at least but im still checking my email so so much... the anticipation is the worst lol