Yeah I feel this… I’ve gotten all rejections this year and while I expected it, I hoped for a waitlist at the very least. And then when the rejections started pouring in, I hoped for a “please apply again” letter. Nothing of the sort this whole cycle. I’ve also been feeling like I’m just a way worse writer than I think I am.
Last year they sent out some ranked letters. I assumed they'd continue doing that. Other schools do ranked rejections, but not any of the ones I applied to (I think).
After all rejections this year, I'd hoped my Iowa letter would have at least been the "please apply again" one. But it was literally the shortest rejection out of any schools I applied to. And I put so much effort into making the envelope I sent them look nice (special paper, calligraphy).
I knew I was getting rejected from this school, but I didn't expect the complete stab to the heart when I opened the letter.
Agreed. I heard that they accidentally sent an email that went something like “well by now you’ve been accepted to our mfa program” to ALL applicants a few years ago. Could be they just suck at admin/tech stuff.
Sending a virtual hug. I have a really fortunate life right now but getting a sweep of rejections has made me feel like I’m stuck in a cage, watching my life go past from behind bars.
To add to this, I had a somewhat young MFA alum read some of my stories. I had my mom read the same ones. She was able to extrapolate MUCH more of my intended symbolism and nuance from my stories than the MFA alum.