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dont ask how ik...but it doesnt matter when u send them. they are reorganized by last name. they also have a ton of stuff going on rn so its just rlly slow. lol.

Ik...they were responding to my Trans post. Trans sexuality and Trans gayness and Trans queerness is still different. Treated different. Worse, even. I did not excuse you of doing anything. I am just a Protective Trans Person.

not dragging at all...but Transness and it's art, reality, materiality are under attack by everyone (Cissexual queers included). I love LOVE my Queer, Bi, and Sexually margined cis siblings, but Trans everything is violently erased and comments like this kinda don't allow that to be it's own thing. I do get relating and trying to ease peoples anxiety, but in a way that anxiety is the root of a Trans life unlivable by a non Trans Queer. also...what a crazy thing about Brown. Like why did they make a statement LOLLL.

maybe we are baddies? or maybe they're waiting for that sweet, sweet double NO.

is it weird that i had no Brown rejection or anything for poetry but i applied to both the poetry and fiction tracks? like i feel like they are different evals but idk. trying not to read into it — just curious bc it's kinda weird? poetry was the primary genre, too!

let's all give it up for all of us making weird trans art though!!!!! politics too...so much at play....i mean look at the way academia is treating Pro Palestine sentiment. It's just a weird time and space for this degree for some of us. Inside institutions nonetheless. That is also always at play. Fully funded offers favor privilege obvi... there are so many low-res or non-funded options that are SO FIERCE i wish i wasn't poor LOL. same to you thooooooo yeesssss transsss arrttttt NOWWWWWWWWWW. it only takes one!

LOL TY still holding out hope for rice TBH...after they made me pay that $80...weird tho bc they told me no interviews at all! BU im hopeful...long story but IK a lot of them there and it would be fierce...ik they read in waves and send out in waves so heres hoping lol. UNLV is sick. been writing since 16 and have had lit pressed chapbook and a bunch of poems in weird indie journals. I think my writing is such a turn off for academics sometimes bc it's based in total rejection from Trans perspectives. in undergrad they really only liked it if they were young LOL...sometimes a rejection lowkey means being ahead and you should just keep making ur weird shit and celebrate the inside not wanting you. but thats just me and yk i still want an MFA so LOL

i wanna cry waiting for the following poetry programs but im not in draft — I go raw — so who knows: UNLV, BU, RICE, BROWN. AND ALSO PROB REJECTS BUT NOTRE DAME, JHU, AND YEAH THEY DEF THREW OUT MY NWP APP LOL WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF SO MANY EMAILS AND PHONE CALLS AND THEY SAID THEY'D STILL READ IT DESPITE THE TRANSCRIPT FROM 2 WEEKS OF SCHOOL MISSING LIKE ITS FINE IF UR NOT GOING TO BUT JUST SAY THAT THOUGH UNLESS MAYBE THEY STILL ARE BUT GIRLLLLLLLLL

FYI p sure BU staggers it all bc it is read in batches! stay strong. Also RICE is so fierce OMG.

Wanna melt waiting. I think New Writers Project threw out my APP bc they wanted A TRANSCRIPT FROM A COLLEGE I SPENT A WEEK AT that I did not have and like....would not take any explanations. Sad TBH. But who knows... maybe since it's a small SMALL thing it will be overlooked but the status says incomplete. got an offer from a non fully funded school which i wish was funded but ugh my life. and still waiting for ALL my other apps (8) to come back but think its a NO from JHU and prb Pitt. This is my first post and it says submit reply so i hope I'm just posting a post and not replying to someone's post (if I am i'm sorry) meow