mclash

I only got into one school, and it is my absolute dream program. I've accepted and am getting geared up to go in September ... with it being the PERFECT program for me, and not even having other options to choose from ... I STILL have my doubts. I find myself wondering if I want to put up with the loans, the debt, the incredible amount of work, etc. I've been working my ass off to get into this program for several months, and I finally achieved what I aimed to do- and even I have doubts. Doubting is going to happen when you make large life decisions. It's okay to doubt, but try to recognize it for what it is. If it's something you're pretty sure you can't live with, then that's one thing. But regrets are a waste of time. Learn from your experience for the next time you are in a similar position, but there's no point in dwelling on what could've been. Easier said than done, of course- but it's helpful to be reminded sometimes.