I understand your frustration. That was me last year. I applied for three years and finally got the Fulbright IIE this year, so I'm less stressed, but last year and the year before, I was doing the same thing, re-writing and guessing what could possibly be wrong. This year, I applied to 7 grants and was finally decided if I didn't get anything I was done. It happens when it's meant to happen, when I look back on my previous years' applications, they were not nearly as good as this years'. However, I still want to know about the F-H because a reviewer contacted one of my recommenders and said it was good (plus, it would be more money for my research). Good luck to you!
