I only applied to one grad school last year, and since I was student teaching at the same time (meaning little time to dedicate to the application), surprise, surprise, I was rejected. This year I came at the application season from a very different angle, making more connections, going on visits, organizing a la OCD, getting revisions (and then a few more revisions), etc...
I finished my fifth and final (for now) application yesterday and I'm already beginning to relive the anxiety of the waiting process from last year (times 5!) For now, I'm glad to have the holiday season and work to keep me busy, but I know the next few months are going to be as painfully long as last time. I, like many of you, go back and forth between confidence and self-doubt, usually multiple times each day. Sigh...hope you are all feeling good about the mere accomplishment of applying in the first place! (not that I take my own advice!)