My recommender has asked to see an unofficial transcript and since my cgpa is low and I have deferred an examination for a recent course for which a failed grade shows up currently on my transcript...I am tempted to change it! My recommender is an assistant professor who is currently working outside the university. Would she have access to my other course grades or transcript? Or would she mention my grades or cgpa in the letter and when the admission committee see it they would think I lied to her? HELP!!