I can empathize completely OP. The wait isn't easy, but if it makes you feel any better UCSD rejected me a while back and FAST. It was as informal as rejections come. SO if you're in the running for this long, don't lose hope. Stay positive. I'm sure something good will come your way. Don't worry about doing the chinese food/praying thing. Even the most rational people become neurotic nincompoops during the applications process. I have a feeling something good will come your way. Hang in there